At Some Point in Your Life You Have to Do What is Good for You!!

One of the hardest things for me to do is to stop. That is right.  I am a workaholic, but at some time in my life I have to do what is good for me.   That is a quote from my loving son.  He is probably the most realistic person I know.

I was working 15 hour days and 7 days a week and one day I woke up and could not see.  I went to the computer and could not focus.  For two hours I tried to focus and could not.  During the week my eyesight kept getting worse and so I went to a specialist and of course they found nothing wrong.

He wanted me to do a brain angiogram to check the veins going to the eye to see if there was blockage. But instead a friend of mine referred me to a neurologist.  The eye doctor said I either had a stroke or I had blockage.  People just don't lose their eyesight for no reason.

So the doctor was free and so I went.  By the time I got there I was having severe sensitivity to the sun or even the lights in his office.  I had to wear sun glasses even in doors.  I could not even look at him.  He gasped at how much pain I was in.  Yes, besides the eye problems I had severe tendon pain and electric shocks in my brain.

So he tells me right off I had a stroke.  I laughed and said no way.  I told him "You mean I might have a stroke."  He said "No, you already did."  So he convinced me to do an MRI.  Sure enough, I had two strokes not one.  It happened while I was asleep and so there was no way to prevent this.

Something Had to Change

I had a thriving business and people depended on me.  I knew with 2 strokes I had to be careful but I had a business.  What was I going to do?  I set up a bucket list of things I needed to do and once I finished those, I would retire and enjoy my life.  Allah was generous and helped me do the things I wanted to do.  I paid my rent a year in advance along with my phone and internet.  Bought some things I needed along with an air conditioner for my bedroom, a big ticket item.

No matter what I did or how I planned to stop, I just could not.  Client after client called me for help.  So each week I planned to stop and just could not have the heart to say no.  So each week I would tell my clients, this is it.

After I would get home after mailing the last box, I felt sad and so alone.  I was glad it was finally over with, but I missed working.  So each week I would come up with a reason I had to work more.

Then 3 months ago I had a major rupture in my knee tendon and I could not walk.  Now retiring was a must.  I was in so much pain and trying to walk 2 feet was impossible.  I would go to the post office and be in so much pain, I cried.  I needed money but I was dying.  I had to quit.

I opened and closed my business around six times.  My son said I looked like a flake and people would not trust me.  It was not that I was a flake, it was I loved what I was doing.  I needed to help people.  I needed to work.  The money I had saved was not enough.  I had to decide do I quit working and not help anyone again or do I keep doing what I was doing and have a worse problem.  I knew I had to quit.

Yes, you are right, I opened again.  A few months later I discovered an herb called myrrh and it helped greatly.  I could walk, had little pain and I could see myself getting better.  But again we were faced with many consequences.  The winter was approaching and customs in the US was a mess and so I decided to close in the winter months.

My heart was not happy though.  I had worked the last few weeks changing all the websites over again and opening multiple stores.  Weebly was moving ecommerce sites for me and I was trying to have small but valuable places for people to shop.  But I noticed my heart was not happy.

Trust Your Heart

So I wrote to a sheik and asked him about my heart.  Why was my heart not happy?   Again my son told me to quit.  He told me taking care of myself was more important than helping others.  See the problem is there are no black seed experts on cancer.  I had told Cancer Tutor to remove my cancer protocol and was changing things around, but once I did that the whole internet shut down.

Where were people going to get help with black seed oil? There were lots of articles on the current research on cancer and black cumin oil, but there was no place to get the actual protocol, except for thousands of websites who had copied me.  The problem there is that I had updated my protocol at least 3 times and most people did not know the new ways to be well.

No matter how I tried to change things, there was still a huge gap in how I would leave this world.  I either had to write or I had to have stores.  I talked to my son again and we knew which way I would go.  It was time to close again.

I enjoy writing and I enjoy writing about life.  I enjoy creating protocols too. The problem is where do you get quality products?  We are working on affiliate sales and looking for good products elsewhere.  We are looking for things to help my clients who need guidance.


When I decided to close, I told my clients I would be charging consulting fees and everyone got upset. Why?  Because for years I had done this for free.  They could not understand the need to pay.  The need to pay is because you cannot find good information on a blog.  Cancer is not a part time business, it is a life and death choice.

While in the end I will miss working, I will always be around for those who need me.  With a sad heart, we will close down again.  Who knows, maybe after the winter is over, I will be back once more.

The Danger of Doctor Worship

Thousands are doomed to die in the next years to come from one simple mistake.  That mistake is doctor worship.  What is doctor worship?  Why, it is following the doctor's orders even if he tells you to jump off a bridge. While he won't tell you to jump off a bridge literally,  he may recommend mammograms yearly for women, chemotherapy for cancer patients and vaccines for children.  These prescriptions alone are worse if not the same as prescribing suicide by jumping off a bridge.

Never in the history of mankind has there been one problem that killed thousands of people in a relatively short time, as is the death by doctor worship.   The doctor worship syndrome will get you to listen and make rash decisions in a relatively short time that normally you would never do.  Your doctor will tell you this is your last chance, that you will die if you don't do this and he will tell you that he is the one person who cares.  While we use the general word he, doctors can be male or female.

Dr. Johannah Budwig talked about the Doctor Worship Syndrome also.  The fear of death will make many follow doctor instructions to the fullest and ignore everyone else.  It is deadly and it just may be the last mistake you make.

Why is there Such a Syndrome as Doctor Worship?

Not all doctors fall into this category. There are some doctors who are ethical, but few.  Doctors receive kickbacks each time you go to the pharmacy and turn in their prescriptions.  They can buy an new Mercedes when you agree to have chemotherapy, but you must have 4 sessions before they are paid.  So even if you are on your death bed, they will recommend this therapy. 

If you would just read on the side effects of chemotherapy, no one in their right mind would go this route.  But the doctor will tell you that you are going to die and he is here to help you.  Your family will then plead and even fight with you over following the doctor's advice, because he has a big fancy office and leather chairs.

Family Worship Syndrome the Next Worse Disease

I know you are all shaking your heads now, saying "Yes, yes!"  I have had friends who told me after their father died of lung cancer, "They just tortured my father to death."  Yes, and it was too late then as you just buried your father.

Your father protested and he cried that he did not want to have chemotherapy, but you too are a victim of the doctor worship syndrome.  You do not want your father to die and you must follow their advice. So you force your father to listen.

When do People Follow Alternative Help?

Normally when the person is in stage IV cancer and they have been given a few months to live, you will finally realize that worshiping the doctor did not pan out and you must look for another alternative.  You search high and low and find one protocol you like and by the time the herbs or protocol gets to your home it is too late.  Then you will broadcast that alternative remedies don't work.  No, they work fine, it is the people who waited too late and worshipped doctors and family.  The dying father looks at you and you bow your head and tell him, "Oh daddy, this was God's desire."  Daddy dies and you pray.

Making rash decisions is never the right way to treat any disease.  Careful research and guidance is the way to go. There are more than 400 alternative cures for cancer.  You have a choice.  Chemotherapy has a 2.1% cure rate over 5 years and most patients will get secondary cancers. 

Cancer is not a death sentence, you had a choice.  So before you worship your doctor or make mistakes, look carefully at what may actually save your father's life.

Making Okra Water for Diabetes

I saw this article on Natural News and I loved it.  So we want to up the recipe slightly to make it better.  While the Okra has tons of health benefits, I am not convinced it is the best treatment for diabetics. We are going to add in black seeds and fig leaves to the water which are both proven scientifically to treat if not cure diabetes II.  Now while the remedies are not proven to treat Diabetes I, it would not hurt to add this to your diet routine.

How to use okra to treat diabetes

It has been confirmed that consumption of okra water daily can help stave off disease of diabetes and keep the blood sugar levels normal. Here is the direction to make okra water:
  1. Wash 4 medium size okra pods and clip off both ends of the pods.
  2. Poke the pods with a fork on opposite sides or split them in half
  3. Place the pods into a glass and cover them with clean, room-temperature water, leave it for a whole night.
  4. Give the pods a good squeeze before removing from the water.
  5. Discard the pods and gulp down the water.
Here is where we change the recipe.  Once you have the Okra water, add in 2 teaspoons of black seeds and 1/4 cup of fig leaves.  Add in enough water to make 1.5 cups of fluid.  Bring the water to boil and boil for one minute.  Remove from the stove and steep for 10 minutes.  Now drink the liquid.

If you want you could add the liquid to a green smoothie.

Amazing Benefits of Okra:
  • It’s super low in calories and contains a number of vitamins and minerals. Okra seeds and pulp are high in the antioxidants catechin, epicatechin, procyanidin B1 and B2, quercetin and rutin that can fight the damage caused to cells by stress and other environmental factors.
  • Okra is rich in folate, which is considered as an important natural compound for the pregnant women to help grow and maintain new cells.
  • A study  found that regular consumption of okra can help prevent kidney disease. It has been proven that those who ate okra daily can reduce the medical signs of kidney damage.
  • Okra contains a good amount of Vitamin C, which is a crucial compound for healthy skin. It promotes growing skin and rejuvenate damaged skin.
  • Okra is high in fiber, so it’s a good choice to add this high fiber vegetable to your diet to promote a healthy digestion.
  • Have dandruff problem? Okra helps! Okra improves the overall scalp condition by moisturizing your scalp and keeping dandruff away.
  • Okra contains healthy amounts of Vitamin A, which is essential for maintaining a healthy vision.
  • Okra helps prevent and improve constipation, this is the fiber absorbs water and ensures bulk in stools.
Read the entire article Here 

His source article where he got the information states that dried okra could be used if you do not have fresh.